I turn older every 24 th of July. I just want to take sometime to sit back and reflect over the past decades of my life. There have been so many ups and low moments for me. I have been through so much emotionally than I think is necessary. I have literally not had any real friends, just me, my God and my immediate family. I have been hurt so much, I turned it all to writing. But I am grateful. I am far from being perfect, and I know I have a long way to go, but I am assured my future is bright so I won't let negativity get the best of me. Me getting older is just a reminder that God is giving me a new slate to start over and make every moment count. Some are not so lucky. I lost some people a while back and I was emotionally affected. I know that I am not alive because I am better than them, but because God is ever merciful. I want to touch and impart as many lives as possible, God sparing my life. I want to make everyday of the rest of my life count positivel...